Lesbian First-Time Erotica
"Much Ado About Something," an erotic short story by Stormy L. Wolf
Kacey was sitting on her couch watching television when she was startled by the phone. She looked over. It rang again and she reached over and picked it up.
"Hello?" She heard silence on the other end and said again, "Hello..." Kacey heard someone clear their throat on the other end.
"Kace?"
Kacey thought she recognized the voice. "Yes?" She felt her stomach start to flutter.
The person cleared her throat again. "How are you?" She heard the voice ask.
Kacey's heart began to pound. "Bailey?"
"Yeah."
"What..." Kacey sat up and turned off her television with the remote. "Why are you calling me? How did you get my number?" She asked almost abruptly. Silence lingered on the line for several minutes. "Bailey?"
She heard her exhale slowly. "Yeah...I called because I wondered how you are...and...your mom gave me the number," Bailey seemed to admit reluctantly.
"Humph." Kacey moved back and put her feet up on the couch.
"What? Forgot to tell your mom not to give your number out to me, Kacey? That might be telling..." Bailey said curtly.
"Don't start." Kacey warned. Silence again.
"I want to see you." Bailey whispered finally.
Kacey felt her heart begin to thud again. "I...oh..." Kacey stammered.
"Please..." Bailey's voice sounded like a growl in her ear.
"Jesus Bailey no...don't start." Kacey said, her voice almost a whine.
"Come on...just so we can catch up." Bailey pleaded.
Kacey looked at her watch. Her shift started in four hours. She could have her come over and use work as a safety net so that nothing would happen.
"Kace?" Bailey whispered.
"Ok you can come over to my place, but...I have to work tonight."
"Sure..." Bailey said.
"Do you need the address?"
"Naw, I got it."
"Let me guess, my mother?"
"Yeah." Kacey could hear the smile in her voice and her heart fluttered. "I'll be over in a little bit," she heard Bailey say.
"Ok." Kacey hung up the phone and her mind was a flurry of images. She had known Bailey and her family almost all of her life. They had lived on the same road in the country. Kacey's family were milk farmers while Bailey's parents raised horses. Bailey was the youngest of eight children and her parents had gotten divorced when she was only ten years old. Bailey, her mom and sister had been taken on as an extension of Kacey's family. Granted at home there was only Kacey, her sister Kayla and her younger brother Kristopher, affectionately called Keifer, but her two Uncles lived next door, and her grandparents close by, so adding three more to the mix did not burden her already extended family.
Once Kacey hit her teens she and Bailey began hanging out together almost all the time. And when Bailey's mother started to take elderly people into their home, Kacey worked for her from time to time. Kacey was now a nurse because of the experience.
She had always felt a sisterhood with Bailey. Kacey was older and had taken her under her wing. The two of them had even gotten into a lot of trouble together which seemed to strengthen the bond. Even though she was younger, Bailey had taught Kacey how to drive a stick shift, and the two of them had worked long shifts together for Bailey's mom. Bailey had a natural gift with the elderly and had always seemed older than she appeared. There was one night Kacey thought back on now when everything had changed...
Some of the shifts at Bailey's house were spent overnight. There was a large dining room that had been converted into a living room with a pull-out couch. The over night person would sleep on the pull-out, and if anyone woke, that person would be there to help them. Bailey's mom and sister had gone north to visit Bailey's grandmother and grandfather. So other then the eight elderly people in the huge old farm house, it was just Bailey and Kacey. They had stayed up late watching television while all the people were sleeping.
"Would you mind watching them for a while so I could shower?" Kacey asked.
"Yeah sure...use my shower upstairs there are clean towels over the...well you know where," Bailey said pointing up the stairs.
"Yes...thanks." Bailey smiled at her and Kacey felt herself blush. She grabbed her overnight bag and went upstairs. Kacey undressed and got into the shower. She lifted Bailey's soap and sniffed at the bar. The smell of it aroused her. She closed her eyes and tried to clear her head, but proceeded to fantasize about Bailey in the shower with her and took longer than she had expected. When she did emerge from the small bathroom Bailey was there in the hall, just outside.
"Hey I was beginning to think you had washed down the drain," Bailey teased.
Kacey stood there flushed, a towel around her body and hair, but she felt completely nude under Bailey's gaze. "Oh...well the water was so warm...I guess I lost track of time. I can't take such a long one at my house you know," she said trying to cover the real reason she was in there so long.
Kacey looked at Bailey and noticed something. She had always been taller then Bailey, but today Kacey noticed they were the same height. "When did you grow?" she heard herself ask. She reached out and absently moved a lock of hair off Baileys brow. Her long blond hair hung almost straight, with just a little wave to it. Kacey tucked it behind her ear and Bailey blushed.
"You just noticed?" Bailey returned, her voice cracking. She looked down at Kacey's feet.
"I guess so." Kacey stepped out of the bathroom completely and passed in front of Bailey. The hall was close and Kacey's large breasts brushed across Bailey's flatter chest. Kacey was abundantly aware that she was twice Bailey's size and self conscious of her body suddenly.
Bailey inhaled deeply. "You smell good," she whispered.
"Your soap," Kacey returned, stopping where she was. Bailey did this thing that always unnerved Kacey. She would look into her eyes as if she could look right down into her very soul. The two of them stood there suspended in time, neither seeming to want to move. Kacey's dark brown eyes enchanted by Bailey's pale gray.
"You should get dressed. You'll catch cold," Bailey whispered.
Kacey shivered. "K." She went into Bailey's room and closed the door. She pulled on her flannel nightgown and took her towels back to hang them up. Bailey was missing. She grabbed her bag and went downstairs in her slippers. When she got down there she saw that her bed had been pulled out and the television was off. Kacey went out to the kitchen, but no Bailey. She came back and got into her bed. Sometimes when she did this shift she and Bailey would sleep here together, but it looked like tonight she would be alone. Kacey had at least wanted to say goodnight. She shut off the light and pulled the covers up tight.
It was some time later that she felt movement next to her. Kacey opened her eyes and turned over. She could make out from the nightlight that Bailey was in shorts and a tee shirt and her hair was wet.
"Where did you go?" Kacey whispered.
"To shower, silly."
"Oh...yeah...duh," Kacey said, embarrassed. "Well I just wondered because I had wanted to say goodnight."
"Naw...sleep over." Bailey said and she crawled under the covers. She cuddled up to Kacey.
"Oh, your toes are cold," Kacey said.
"They'll warm up soon. This is nothing compared to that night we camped out behind your house remember?" Bailey asked.
"Yeah, gosh, that was cold," Kacey agreed.
"I know, but we were stubborn and stayed out there," Bailey said.
"Well you were warm," Kacey whispered. She heard her voice shake and hoped that Bailey did not. She shivered.
"Aww...Kace you cold?" Bailey asked.
"No..." Kacey was frantic with Bailey's closeness. She pulled back a little and her teeth chattered.
Bailey sat up a little. "Yeah ok...C'mere."
Bailey opened her arms and pulled on Kacey's shoulder with one hand. Kacey looked up at her, she was reluctant, but Bailey smiled and she melted. She moved up and put her head on Bailey's chest. Normally this was a comforting act and the two of them would drift off to sleep in companionable silence. Bailey's arms enveloped her and one of her legs pushed against Kacey's. She lifted one of her legs up over Bailey's and shivered again.
"Poor thing...your hair is wet." She felt Bailey lean over and breathe warm air down her neck. Kacey shivered again she was not cold at all, but was not telling Bailey that for fear of how she might react. Bailey's warm hands moved over her back and down one arm. She could feel Bailey's body heat seep through the flannel of her nightgown. She felt Bailey breathe more warm air on her neck. Kacey swallowed hard.
"How is that?" Bailey whispered into her ear.
Kacey felt goose bumps cascade down her spine. "Oh...gosh..." Kacey said with a sigh.
"Hey...Kace?" Bailey whispered in her ear.
"Yeah?" Kacey could hear her own heartbeat thudding in her ears.
"Promise you won't take this wrong?"
"What?" Kacey asked as she looked up at Bailey in the dark. She could not make out her features, because she was in a shadow cast by the grandfather clock.
"You...you're really pretty," Bailey whispered.
Kace swallowed she could feel Bailey's breath on her face now. "Thank you."
"Kace?"
"What?" Kacey asked still striving to see Bailey's face.
"I...gees..." She felt Bailey's heartbeat beneath her hand.
"What is it Bay? Are you ok?"
"No..." Bailey whispered.
Kacey could barely hear her. She put a hand on Bailey's cheek. "Are you sick?" Kacey asked, concerned. She felt Bailey shake her head. "Tell me what's wrong." There faces were so close in the dark. Kacey felt Bailey's breath cross her cheeks more rapidly.
"Kace...."
"Yes..." Kacey looked at her. She felt as if Bailey was stealing her very breath. Then Bailey kissed her. Kacey remembered not even being shocked by it. She moved her hand up into Bailey's wet hair and returned the kiss.
Kace came back from the past. Her face was flushed and her breath uneven. She stood up and went to get herself a soda. "What does she want?" Kacey asked herself out loud, as she reached in the fridge. She ran her fingers through her curly auburn hair. "She wants to fuck with my head like always," Kacey said out loud as she took a drink of her soda.
It had been two years or more since she had seen Bailey. They had fought and Kacey had told Bailey she had never wanted to see her again. Bailey had just gone and not even tried to fight for their relationship...if you could call it that. Secretly Kacey had wanted Bailey to fight for her...she had wanted her to do something. They had fooled around for over two years after that first night, hidden and in secret, but it never amounted to anything more then heavy petting and kissing. They had always gotten close to something, but Bailey or Kacey seemed to pull back; neither ready for more. Or Bailey had a boyfriend. She always had a boyfriend Kacey remembered, how it always made her so angry. Kacey wandered into her bedroom, took another drink of her soda and sat down on her bed. She thought she might cry. She should have never told Bailey to come over. It could not be good. Bailey always seemed aloof and distant when they talked, but when they kissed...
"Jesus..." Kacey said aloud. That last night had been horrible...
Kacey and Bailey had gone with a bunch of friends to Morgia's Clam Shed. Bailey was smoking something Kacey hated. Bailey had flirted with this guy that night, so Kacey wanted to turn the tables. She started making out with this guy and she knew Bailey watched her. She could see Bailey brooding all night and as Kacey got tipsier she became friendlier with her new found friend. By the time the evening was over Kacey could not drive and Bailey drove everyone home. They got back to Kacey's house and snuck upstairs to her room. Kacey was so excited. She wanted Bailey to fuck her in the worst way. Bailey would not touch her. Kacey even did a little strip tease. Bailey handed her a robe and told Kacey she smelled like a brewery.
Kacey kissed her. Bailey responded slowly at first. Kacey rubbed her breasts on Bailey, which she knew, really excited her.
Bailey stopped. "You smell like...him." Bailey whispered harshly.
Kacey stopped. "Well, let's shower," Kacey said suggestively.
"Your parents' room is next to the bathroom." Bailey said.
"Not the bathroom downstairs," Kacey returned. "Come on...Bay....I want you to...." She kissed Bailey hard. Bailey responded fervently pulling at her robe. "Oh...yes..." Kacey bit at her lips and sucked on her tongue. "Please Blue...fuck me...."
She felt Bailey push her back. She could see she was upset. "No Kacey. You're drunk. Ask me again when you're sober."
Kacey watched Bailey get undressed and pull a quilt off of her bed. When Kacey got into her bed, Bailey went to sleep on the floor. She had curled up with Bailey in the night, but when they woke on the floor in the morning, Kacey had come to grips with her behavior the night before with that guy, and they had fought again. In the end she sent Bailey away because she knew nothing would ever come from the relationship except frustration, and physically she wanted more...
Her doorbell rang. Kacey almost spilled her soda. She took it back into the living room and set it on her coffee table. She went down the narrow stairs to answer the door. Kacey looked out and saw Bailey standing on the covered porch looking down the street to the right. Her heart skipped a beat. Bailey was taller and leaner, her hair was cut short and curled at the collar of her leather jacket. If it was possible she was more beautiful then she had remembered. Kacey looked down at her soft middle and felt ugly. She took a deep breath and opened the door. Bailey turned her eyes on her and Kacey melted.
"Well hello, beautiful," Bailey said. Kacey noted that Bailey's voice was deeper.
Kacey looked around self consciously. "Come in." She led Bailey up to her small apartment. She motioned for her to sit on the couch, but watched her cross to the chair instead. Bailey sat down and stretched her long legs out in front of her.
Kacey started to sit down then said, "Oh do you want something to drink?"
"Naw...I'm cool."
Kacey blushed at the richness in Bailey's voice and looked at how her curly hair framed her face. "You cut your hair," Kacey said, sitting down at last.
"Yeah."
"So what are you up to now?"
"Community College." Bailey replied. "And you?"
"Nursing. I worked at Mercy while I was in school, but just got a better position at the House." Bailey nodded, but silence hung between them. Kacey drank her soda and looked at her watch.
"You have to work?" Bailey asked.
"Yes, at four."
Bailey nodded again.
"How's your Mom?" She saw Bailey's jaw clench and her eyes became steely gray.
"She does well."
"She has the Adult Home up and running now, I see."
Bailey nodded.
Kacey felt awkward, but tried to continue with the pleasantries. "What are you studying in school?"
"Well I am taking chemistry for one..." Bailey began. She looked at Kacey through the bangs hanging over her eyes.
"Humph..." Kacey responded under her breath.
"What?" Bailey asked.
Kacey got up and took her can to the kitchen, her need to flee suddenly overwhelming. She rinsed the can and set it on the counter. She turned around and was face to face with Bailey. "Jesus! What are you trying to do, scare me to death?"
"No."
Kacey blinked up at Bailey.
"Why is my studying chemistry making you cranky?" Bailey asked.
Kacey put her hands back on the counters edge. "It's not making me cranky." She found she could not look Bailey in the eye.
"What then?" Bailey leaned closer.
Kacey was finding it hard to breathe. The already very small kitchen seemed suddenly smaller. "We always seemed..." she began. Kacey looked up to Baileys chest, but still could not look her in the eye. "We always had intense chemistry...just not the right formula." She could smell Bailey wore cologne. Her breath caught in her throat.
"Yeah?" Bailey's voice seemed to taunt her. She put her hands on the counter on either side of Kacey.
Kacey swallowed. "Gees...Bailey...what are you doing?" Kacey looked higher at Bailey's lips. She saw them curl into a slow smile.
"I thought that was obvious, but perhaps I'm losing my touch." Kacey watched Bailey's lips form the words. Her heart fluttered. "Oh...no you promised..." Kacey said weakly.
"What did I promise?" Bailey asked as she leaned in and sniffed Kacey's neck below her ear.
"No...Bay...don't start." Kacey could smell her cologne again. It was faint and sweet, mixed with something else...cigarettes perhaps.
"Are you seeing someone?" Bailey asked, her breath tickling Kacey's ear.
Kacey swallowed and was going to say yes. Bailey inhaled deeply and exhaled slowly. Kacey felt goose bumps move down her body. "Jesus...no I'm not...." Kacey was overwhelmed.
"Well, what then?" Bailey asked.
Kacey could feel the heat from her body. "You know what," Kacey responded softly. Bailey pressed her body closer still and Kacey put up a hand on her chest. "I have to work," she said her voice cracked. The contact with Bailey's body was making her tremble.
"But not for a few hours," Bailey cooed near her ear.
"God...Bay...no." Kacey dropped her head and pressed it against Bailey's chest.
Bailey sniffed Kacey's neck. "Ohhh...Kace I missed you so."
"Jesus Bailey." Before she could stop herself Kacey moved her hand up into Bailey's soft hair. She sighed and felt Bailey press her body against her. The truth of the matter was that Kacey had been with no one since Bailey. She hadn't even dated, she had just buried herself in her work. She went out with girlfriends occasionally, but she never went with out with guys and no one ever came home after she would close down a bar. Kacey was still a virgin and now that fact seemed silly.
Bailey kissed her neck. Kacey thought she would explode. She felt Bailey's lips move across her cheek, while Bailey's hand lifted her chin turning her face upwards. Their lips touched hesitantly...slowly. Kacey sighed and pulled at the back of Bailey's head. She felt Bailey's long arms move around her waist. Their kiss deepened and Kacey felt her head begin to spin. She was panting and felt herself grow wet.
This brought her back to reality. She pulled back from Bailey. "Bailey no..." She pushed on her chest.
"What?...Why?" Bailey asked, her voice almost sounded like a whine.
Kacey wanted to tell her that she could not bear a two to three hour kissing session before she went to work, but she just said, "Because I have to work."
Bailey looked down at her and Kacey made the mistake of returning the gaze. "God...you're beautiful." She kissed Kacey's forehead and it made her quiver.
"No...now stop." Kacey slipped out from her arms and went to the fridge.
"K...how about something to drink then?" Bailey offered running her hands through her own hair.
Kacey turned, opened the door and looked in. "What do you want?" Kacey should have known not to turn her back on Bailey. She felt Bailey move up behind her and press her body to her back.
"What have you got?" She whispered in her ear.
Kacey swallowed. "Soda...lemonade or milk."
"Oh...surprise me as long as it's....wet."
Kacey trembled as Bailey nibbled on her earlobe. "Bailey...Jesus...stop taunting me."
"Is that what I'm doing?" She felt her hands move over her stomach then down her thighs.
"You know you are....that's all you ever do...I can't..."
"Can't?" Bailey kissed her neck.
"I work a long shift...and you....I..." Bailey bit gently into her the soft flesh behind her ear. "Oh...god..." Kacey gripped the side of the fridge her knees were like Jell-o. Her phone rang. Both of them jumped.
"Saved by the bell," Bailey sneered. Kacey's face burned. She turned around and picked up the receiver off the wall.
"Hello!" she said more harshly then she had expected. "Oh, hi Steve." She saw Bailey make a face and move out to the living room. "Yes I work on 4E tonight. Yes...well you seem to know my schedule better then me." She peeked out and saw Bailey thumbing through a People Magazine. "What? Yes, sure we could do a dinner break together. Yeah, I will see you later." Kacey hung up the phone.
"Thought you said you weren't seeing anyone," Bailey called out from the other room.
"I'm not," Kacey responded from the doorway.
"That sounded like a boyfriend." She watched Bailey flipping the pages.
"Steve?" Kacey pointed over her shoulder.
"Yes."
"Oh god...he is just a friend from work. He is this balding, geeky orderly who, follows me like a lost puppy. I feel kind of sorry for him, but he is totally not my type," Kacey said as she went back to the fridge and grabbed Bailey a soda. She brought it back out to her.
"What is your type?" Bailey asked as she reached up and covered Kacey's fingers as they still grasped the can.
"You know the answer to that," Kacey said shyly.
"No, I don't...tell me." Bailey looked up at her innocently.
"You are." She placed the can in her hand and turned from her. "I need to shower before work." Kacey went through the kitchen into her bedroom and closed the door. She then dropped her clothes and went into her bathroom, closing that door as well. Kacey leaned back on the door and looked at herself in the mirror.
"Well that was dumb you idiot why did you tell Bailey that?" She thought to herself. She turned on the water to let it warm up. Then Kacey turned on the little radio she had on the shelf next to the shower. Elton John came over the speakers. She smiled and stepped into the shower. This song reminded her of a particularly steamy night in Bailey's camping trailer, when Kacey thought for sure they would go all the way, but of course did not. She shook her head under the water and then added shampoo to her hair.
Kacey was humming along; her back to the water with her eyes closed. Her hands were up in her hair. Kacey pushed her head back under the water and felt another pair of hands around her waist. "Oh My God!" She yelled out. Bailey was in front of her completely nude. "Jesus Bailey what the hell are you doing?" Kacey rinsed more shampoo out of her hair trying to keep it from going in her eyes.
"Something I should have done a long time ago."
"Showered?" she asked angrily rinsing soap from her tresses. Her eyes flew open when she felt Bailey's mouth on her nipple. "Oh...god," Kacey whined.
She had never been completely nude with her before. Bailey had teased her breasts through her shirt and bra, but this....she brought her hand down to Bailey's shoulder. Kacey felt her tongue tease the taut flesh. "What..." Kacey sighed. Bailey switched nipples. "Mmm..." Kacey moaned.
Bailey reached for the soap. "Remember this song?" she whispered.
"Yes...the trailer."
"I had that 45 and played it over and over." Kacey looked at her and felt Bailey's soapy hands run over her body and was suddenly very shy. "I wanted to make love to you so badly that night," Bailey confessed. She kissed Kacey's neck. "But I was too scared..."
"Scared?" Kacey asked, shocked.
"Yeah..." Bailey kissed Kacey on the lips and moved a hand down between her legs.
"Why were you scared?" Kacey asked. She felt her fingers explore between her legs. Kacey swallowed and held onto her shoulders.
"Because I did not know what to do," Bailey said softly. "I mean I had an idea, because I had done things to myself...but...you know..." She spoke against Kacey's lips.
"And...now you do? Ohhhh..." She felt Bailey gently circle her clit.
"I dunno...you tell me," Bailey teased. Her fingers were gentle and soft her touch precise. Kacey brought a hand down and grasped her wrist. Bailey bent her head and teased her nipples again then kissed her neck and ear.
Within moments Kacey was panting. "Oh...yes....Jesus Blue..." Kacey clung to her.
"That night we fought Kace...I was so jealous. That guy was all over you...and...and well...you're mine." Bailey bit at her neck.
Kacey pulled her head back and looked at Bailey. "Yours...?"
Bailey nodded her head, and her hand became more insistent. Kacey lost track of what they were saying and felt herself move up on the balls of her feet. "Oh....yes...right there," she whispered. Kacey could not concentrate on anything, but the feel of Bailey's fingers. She was so close to climax Kacey thought she would fall down, but Bailey held onto her with her strong arms.
In the back of her mind Kacey heard Bailey whisper in her ear. "Yes...mine." Kacey came explosively. Her legs shook and Bailey kissed her. She wrapped her arms around Bailey, panting against her mouth. Bailey ran soap over her back. She lifted her head a little and looked down at Kacey. She felt herself blush under Bailey's gaze. They bathed one another and did not speak. Bailey led her from the shower and slowly dried Kacey off.
"God you are so beautiful," Bailey whispered to her.
Kacey felt as if she could not speak. Bailey led her to the bed. She saw the clock and felt her stomach flutter. Kacey stopped and stared at the clock. "Bailey no...I..."
"What baby?"
"I have to work in an hour." She looked at Bailey.
"Oh...right I'm...I..." Bailey stammered. She looked at Kacey with smoldering passion tinged with....hurt, Kacey thought. "I know I have no...right to just swoop in here Kace...It's just," she put her arms around Kacey, "I cannot for the life of me stop thinking about you...I tried...really I did but...." She cleared her throat. "I don't want to be with anyone but you."
Kacey looked at her astonished, two years ago she had yearned for those words, but now...she did not know how she felt about it. She pulled back from Bailey to try and gather her thoughts.
"Ahhh...well..." Bailey began. "I see you don't feel the same...hmmm...well in my head no was not an option." Bailey turned from her.
"No...that's not..."
"It's ok I understand,." Bailey interrupted.
"Bailey wait a minute," Kacey stopped her. "Look...you waltzing in here after god knows how long..."
Bailey interrupted again, Two years, six months and 15 days." Kacey's mouth dropped open. "Yeah...I've been counting...You cut me out, because when you sobered up you realized you did not want to be with a woman...and I guess it's still the case..." Bailey started to leave.
"No...you are so wrong. I sent you away, because you were a cunt-tease and even with me drunk and uninhibited you did not want me and..." She looked at Bailey straight in the eyes. "And because I had acted like an ass the night before, because you flirted with a guy when you were supposed to be out with me. I wanted to make you jealous, so you would just...finally..." Kacey was in tears. "...fuck me..." her voice barely a whisper.
Bailey blinked "Oh," she said.
Kacey touched her face.
"I wanted you desperately," Bailey whispered. "But I wanted you to want me..." They kissed. "Not some guy..." Bailey said against her lips.
"Bay?"
"Yeah?"
"Why are you so dumb?" They kissed again.
"Why do you say that?" Bailey asked.
"I have not been with anyone but you for four years six months and 15 days."
Bailey smiled and kissed her deeply. She felt herself being maneuvered around onto the bed. Bailey moved on top of her and kissed her lips, her cheeks, over her neck, then her arms and breasts. She sucked on her nipples. Kacey could not think of anything else, much less her name, when Bailey did that. She felt Bailey move down between her legs and her shyness crept back into her mind.
Kacey watched her. "Oh...Bay what...?" Kacey looked back at the clock and felt Bailey's tongue touch her clit. "Oh...Jesus." She felt her tongue circle and then her mouth suck on her clit. Kacey was crawling out of her skin. "Bailey...I..." She saw her raise her head.
"What?"
"The time..." Kacey panted.
"Oh..." Bailey looked at the clock. "Can't you call in?" Bailey smiled up at her with those gray eyes that now looked so blue. Kacey moaned as she felt Bailey stroke her with her fingertips. "Please Kace...?"
"God...Bailey." She felt Bailey's tongue again and she sighed.
"Please...Baby..." Bailey whispered.
Kacey looked down at her again. Just her eyes were visible; her mouth buried between her thighs. "Jesus," Kacey swallowed.
"You call...Kace...and ..." Bailey licked over her clit slowly between each word. "And I'll...fuck you...all...night...long," Bailey whispered.
"Jesus...so bad..." Kacey's heart fluttered. She could feel Bailey's breath on her thighs. She felt Bailey slip one finger inside. "Oh..." She could not believe this was happening. So many nights she had woken from dreaming about this only to find herself alone.
Kacey picked up the phone without another thought. She called and spoke to her supervisor. Shakily she told her she was feeling very ill and needed to stay in bed. Kacey never called in, so her supervisor had no problem with it. The entire time Bailey held still inside of her, which made Kacey very wet.
When she hung up, she felt Bailey's tongue circle her clit over and over. She moaned and whispered to Bailey. She felt every nuance of the moment. The feel of Bailey's breath on her skin, the sound of her breathing, even the licking of her tongue, it heightened the experience appealing, to every pleasure sensor in her brain. She was blown away and orgasmed quickly. She had never felt anything like it in her life. Bailey had climbed up on top of her and held her, as she flexed her hips up and her legs shuddered. Kacey cried.
Bailey moved to the side and asked, "Kace are you ok?" She nodded and kissed Bailey. "I didn't hurt you did I....I mean...You've not been with anyone Kace?" She shook her head. "But before...I mean you...with those guys?" Bailey asked.
Kacey shook her head, too embarrassed to speak.
"But I thought the guys you had dated?" Bailey asked. "I mean...when we first....you were older."
Kacey shook her head slowly. Bailey blinked.
"No guy wanted this." Kacey indicated down her body with her hand.
Bailey's eyebrows shot up. "God, but you are so sexy."
"Stop."
"You are...gees Kace I wanted you from almost the first time I saw you."
"Bailey, you were five."
Bailey nodded, and Kacey's jaw dropped.
"Couldn't you tell? I followed you everywhere."
"I was eight Bailey, and you were a pain."
"Humph...yeah well you noticed me later."
Kacey giggled and blushed.
"Uh huh..." Bailey said. "God you made me crazy and you knew it."
"I did not."
"Whenever you would shower I would stand outside and listen to you. God, and all of those nights of sleep overs when you would cuddle up with me." Bailey rolled her eyes.
"Yeah, well once you kissed me I knew."
"But you never...you know?" Bailey wiggled her eyebrows.
"You made the first move Bailey I figured...you'd..."
"But you were older," Bailey argued.
"Yeah well..." Kacey tried to get the conversation off of her virginity. It was embarrassing. "Well so have you been with...someone?" Kacey asked even though she did not want to know the answer.
"Before you...I made out with one girl."
"And a slew of boys," Kacey retorted.
"The boys I think were just for show. I never slept with them."
"But you kissed them," Kacey said.
"So did you," Bailey shot back.
"Not while I was with you," Kacey returned.
Bailey looked down at her. "I'm sorry. I was afraid and confused. I used them for cover. And I thought...well...that you didn't want anything more," Bailey confessed.
Kacey stared at her incredulously. "Cripes Bailey! What more did you want? I slept with you almost every night of the week for over two years."
"Yeah...but that was before I knew you were a virgin," Bailey said with a smile.
"Oh God, you are dumb."
Bailey smiled broader and Kacey knew it was because she was so mad.
Bailey bent down and kissed her breasts. "So I guess I just have to remember to always make the first move,." she said softly and sucked on her nipple.
"I guess....sooooo," Kacey sighed. She put one hand up behind Bailey's head. She felt Bailey's hand move down over her stomach then between her legs. Kacey felt her hand move beneath her pubic hair. "Oh...Bailey...what are you...ohhh." She felt her fingers move adeptly. "God, how do..." Kacey stiffened.
Bailey looked up. "What?"
"You have been with someone else," Kacey accused suddenly.
"Why do you say that?" Bailey let her tongue circle around Kacey's nipple distracting her.
Kacey blinked. "You said you tried to forget me."
Bailey's lower hand moved and finger felt a finger slip up inside of her. "I couldn't though...that's why I'm here," Bailey whispered against her lips. Kacey felt her thumb move over her clit.
"Oh....you...." Bailey bent and sucked on her nipple again and her hand moved in gentle even strokes. "Bailey....God," Kacey whispered.
"Did you dream about me?" Bailey asked. Kacey blushed and nodded slowly. "You dream about me doing this?" Bailey slid another finger slowly into Kacey. Kacey nodded even more slowly. "And this?" Bailey ran her thumb over her clit again.
"Uhhh..." Kacey expelled as Bailey kissed her. She groaned in Bailey's mouth feeling herself come closer and closer to orgasm, until she arched up and grabbed at Bailey's hand. She thrust into her feeling waves of pleasure run over every inch of her body.
Kacey looked up to see Bailey looking at her. It was that look she remembered, and now felt her very soul open to Bailey.
"God, you're beautiful."
Kacey blushed. "Stop," Kacey said, pushing at her.
Bailey bent closer and sucked on her ear lobe.
Kacey sighed. Bailey sucked on her neck giving her goose bumps. Kacey pulled Bailey's head up and kissed her slowly on the mouth. Feeling emboldened Kacey reached out and touched Bailey's breast. Kacey felt, and heard, her sigh against her lips. Her fingers tweaked Bailey's nipple gently.
Bailey lifted her head to whisper, "Suck on them?" Kacey nodded shyly and Bailey lay back. Kacey moved her mouth down to her breast. She touched the nipple with her lips, then sucked it in slowly. "Ohh....yeahhh," Bailey moaned.
Kacey smiled and sucked harder, making Bailey writhe. She switched breasts and Bailey moaned louder. Kacey let one hand move down over Bailey's stomach. She then touched her pubic hair.
"Oh...Kace..." Bailey moaned. Kacey pushed her fingers down between her legs and felt how wet Bailey was. She sighed against her breast. Bailey brought her hand down. "Kace...please put your thumb...in...side... me..." Kacey lifted her head and looked up at Bailey. She moved her hand and did as Bailey asked.
"Oh...yeah Baby."
Kacey pushed her thumb up inside, then pulled it out, then pushed it in again.
Bailey moaned louder. "Oh...suck on my nipple...Please Kacey."
Kacey returned her mouth to Bailey's right nipple and began sucking slowly. Kacey saw Bailey move her own finger's between her legs. Bailey began to moan and pant, her breath coming harsher as Kacey pushed up into her over and over. "Oh...god Kace...you're going to make me come," Bailey whispered.
Kacey was becoming more and more excited with each passing moment. "Jesus Kace." She felt Bailey's hips thrust harder and harder against her. "Bite me," Bailey moaned. "Please baby...bite me." Kacey bit into her nipple and Bailey grunted, throwing her hips into the air. Kacey's thumb slipped from her and Bailey moaned loudly. Kacey bit her nipple again. This made Bailey grunt again and her legs began to shudder. "Ohhhh..." Bailey expelled. She lay back panting and Kacey kissed her nipple then her cheek. Bailey pulled her tightly to her. "God...Thank you," Bailey said, and kissed Kacey on her forehead.
Kacey felt silly, like she had not done anything, but she said, "You're welcome." Bailey looked at Kacey, who was about to cry.
"What...Kace what is it?"
"You've been with other women...and...I'm just..." Tears brimmed her eyes. "I don't know why you're here..."
"I told you...Kacey you're all I can think about."
"If I was all you could think about...then how could you be with other people?"
"Well if you recall...you sent me away," Bailey responded. A tear trickled down Kacey's face. Bailey kissed it. "Don't you want me here?" Bailey asked.
"I'm...just so confused it's all too fast..." Kacey said, although it had been every day for two years that she had wanted this, she had never thought it could happen soon enough. Then they had been apart, and she had pushed it down and buried herself in school and work.
"Too fast? And before I was too slow," Bailey said. Kacey could see the hurt on her face. "I can't win with you," she said, getting out of bed.
The phone rang. She looked after Bailey who had slipped into the bathroom. Kacey picked up the phone. "Hello?" Kacey sniffed and cleared her throat. "Oh...hi Steve...how did you know?...Oh yeah well I took ill so I won't be in tonight." She saw Bailey come out of the bathroom dressed. "No, you don't need to come over here," Kacey said.
"Hey I'm leaving...feel free to have your geek boyfriend come by," Bailey said as she sat on the end of the bed to put on her shoes.
Kacey covered the phone. "Why are you leaving?" Then she spoke into the phone. "Steve...Bye." She hung up. Bailey had left the bedroom and was walking through the kitchen to the living room. Kacey grabbed a blanket, wrapped it around herself and went after Bailey. She found her looking around the living room.
"What are you doing?"
"Looking for a piece of paper."
"Why?"
She looked up at Kacey. "Look...I'll give you my number. You want me...you make the call...fair enough?"
"I don't know why you are leaving...we should talk about this."
"Obviously you need more time Kacey." Bailey grabbed the People Magazine. She flipped it over and wrote on the back of it.
Kacey watched her write with her left hand in a hook. It was so charming it broke her heart. But then something occurred to her, and she asked, "You don't live at home?"
"No." Bailey said abruptly.
"When did you move out? I mean, you're only just 18."
Bailey underlined her number then looked at Kacey. "I left about six months after we broke up."
Kacey's jaw dropped. "At 16...Bailey why?"
"Look you call me when you want to talk about you..."
Kacey moved over to her. "Bailey?" She touched her hand. "My mother never told me."
"She didn't know...no one did." Bailey pulled away from her.
Kacey pursued her. "Bay..." She had her cornered right by the front door. "Bailey don't leave...please." Kacey could see the struggle on her face. She upped the ante. "Bay..." Kacey whispered in her ear. She opened the blanket. She saw Bailey look down. "You promised," Kacey said as she pulled Bailey's hand up to her breast.
She heard Bailey whimper, then ask, "Promised?"
Kacey nodded. She pulled Bailey away from the door. "Yes you did." Kacey pulled her back until the two of them fell down onto the couch. The phone rang.
"What did I promise?" Bailey asked. Kacey kissed Bailey on the face then whispered in her ear, "You said if I called in...you would...fuck me all...night...long." Kacey bit into Bailey's ear and heard her growl.
The answering machine picked up, "Kacey...Kacey are you ok? This is Steve."
She rolled her eyes and reached back for the phone. "Steve. I'm fine...oh..." Bailey sucked on her nipple. "No Steve, now stop this...I don't feel..." She swallowed as Bailey teased her other nipple. "I don't feel well, but I'm fine enough on... my...ooowwnn." Kacey pushed up on Bailey's head. She pleaded with her eyes. Bailey smiled. "Steve please just let me go back to bed and I will see you on Friday ok?" She waited to hear him answer and touched Bailey's lips. "Good bye Steve." She reached back and hung up the phone. Her eyes never left Bailey's.
"Kacey's got a boyfriend...Kacey and Steve sitting in a tree," Bailey sang, "K-i-s-s-i-n-g."
"Stop." Kacey blushed.
"Why? You used to do it to me all the time," Bailey said. "Payback sucks huh?"
"Bitch." Bailey smiled broadly and nodded. "He kind of creeped me out," Kacey admitted.
"Is he always so clingy?" Bailey asked. She lowered her head and kissed the tip of her nipple.
"No..." Kacey touched her hair. "Bailey...why were you on your own?" she asked. She felt Bailey stiffen, but Kacey wrapped her arms around her so she could not move away. "You know I can tell it's pretty major, because you cannot even tell me, and there was a time you could tell me anything Bailey."
Bailey tried to move off of her. Kacey locked her fingers together.
"Kacey let me go."
"No."
"Look, I'll tell you...I just can't be laying on you like...this," Bailey said.
"Why?" Kacey teased as she wiggled her breasts back and forth. "You don't like the girls?"
"So not the problem You know exactly how I feel about your breasts."
"Hmm...no tell me..." Kacey teased.
Bailey kissed the top of each breast. "They are perfect, so soft and I love the feel of them against my body, and they smell..." Bailey sniffed between them. "Mmm...heavenly," Bailey whispered. Kacey blushed. "They are very distracting, though."
"Well that is good to know," Kacey said with a smile.
"Oh...not fair."
Kacey giggled and released her. Bailey got up off of her. She stood and looked down at her. Kacey saw the hungry leer as she looked down at her breasts.
"Later..." Kacey taunted with her new found power. "You tell me what I want to know and I will...let the girls distract you all night."
Kacey sat up and covered her breasts with the blanket. Bailey paced over to the other chair then back. She looked down at Kacey then went over and sat in the chair. Kacey knew this was very serious. She remembered that Bailey would always pace when she was upset. It was very difficult for her to sit still. She sat, but her leg was bouncing up and down.
"Do you mind if I smoke?" Bailey asked.
"Yes, stop stalling. Just tell me." Kacey tucked her legs up next to her on the couch.
"Humph!" Bailey looked down at her nails, then began talking. "So...you left...or I left you, and things got bad. You were not around school of course...which I guess was ok." Bailey leaned forward in her chair then adjusted and leaned back. "But I was miserable and tried to live a lie. So over the summer I figured I would tell my mother."
Bailey bit into her thumbnail. It made Kacey cringe. "Tell her what?"
"Well, gees Kace...that I like girls...I'm queer," Bailey said softly.
Kacey blinked. "Oh." She looked down embarrassed. Of course that was what she meant
"What?" Bailey asked her.
"Nothing. I'm sorry I interrupted you." She adjusted her blanket and could not look at Bailey. She felt so stupid.
Bailey looked at her. "Kacey, are you ok?"
"Yes I just ask stupid questions sometimes and I get mad at myself is all." She blushed beet red.
Bailey came over to her. "You could never ask me a stupid question. Kace...the only stupid ones are the questions not asked."
Kacey looked up at her. "You're sweet," she said softly.
Bailey smiled at her. "Am I?"
"Yes...I don't know why I forgot that." She felt better just having Bailey smile at her. She looked at her for a very long time until Kacey dropped her gaze.
"Thank you for saying so." Bailey turned around and sat with her back against the couch.
"Oh...you are more then welcome, pretty Blue." Kacey ran her hand over Baileys hair. "So, you told your mother," Kacey encouraged.
"Yeah...and she flipped out."
"Oh...dear...I'm sorry."
"She said I had to be joking. I told her I was not and that I wanted her to be happy for me, because now I knew why I had always felt so different. She said I was insane and how could I know, I was still a child."
Kacey stroked Bailey's gently. Bailey was silent for several moments. She looked up and when she spoke her voice was very soft. Kacey almost had to hold her breath to hear her. "She said I needed to wait until I actually started dating to know what I did and didn't like. I reminded her that I had dated boys and she laughed it off. Said I hadn't found the right boy. I told her the only right boy would be a girl. Again she just laughed."
Kacey watched Bailey pull a black pack of cigarettes out of her jacket. She sniffed the pack and then set it on the coffee table in front of her. She took one long black cigarette out, but never lit it she just held it in her hand putting it to her lips from time to time. She seemed to be made calmer just by the gesture.
"My mother and I argued back and forth for week. She telling me I had no clue, me telling her I knew. It was insane and she finally asked me how I was so certain." She felt Kacey's hand still on her hair. Bailey flipped the black cigarette through her fingers. "Don't worry," Bailey said bitterly.
Kacey flinched at her tone. "I'm not worried."
"I did tell her I had been with half a dozen or so girls, but kept them secret until now and she said she wished I would go on keeping them a secret. She had no desire to hear about it." Bailey ran her fingers up through her short hair making it stick up a little. "We had a truce for one week. Then I found out she was trying to get me placed in the Berg."
"The State Mental Hospital? Oh my god, are you serious?"
"Yeah I went right to my Uncle George. I knew he would not side with her and he helped me get emancipated. He even hid me out for almost a month until we got the proceedings initialized. My mother was just mortified that people might find out that her daughter was defective. She kept it from everyone. Told them I went to live with my father. As if I would do that...it was as if I no longer existed to her."
"What about school?"
"Uncle George got me into St. Ignatius."
"Oh."
"Thank God for Uncle George or I might be able to turn on light bulbs with my mouth." Bailey snickered.
"That's not all you can turn on with that mouth," Kacey whispered as she ran a nail over the back of Bailey's neck. She saw her shoulders rise and then Bailey leaned her head back.
"So...that's the story. I've pretty much been on my own since I was 16."
"That explains why you seem so mature."
Bailey wiggled her eyebrows. She moved and stood. "I need a fucking drag, I'll be right back," she said.
Kacey stood as well "No. Those are so bad for you."
"Naw...not at all." Bailey bent forward and kissed her forehead. "Be right back."
"Give me your keys."
"Keys?" Bailey looked at her confused.
"To your car."
"Why?"
"So you don't take off."
"I won't, and I don't have a car," Bailey replied.
"How did you get here?"
"I pedaled my bike."
"Oh...really? Where is your bike?"
"Next to the front steps."
"You should at least bring it up on the porch," Kacey said as she put her hands up around Bailey's neck.
"Really? And why is that?" Bailey asked.
"So it doesn't get stolen."
"Hmm...what, between now and say, eleven?"
Kacey shook her head.
"Now and midnight?" Bailey teased.
Kacey shook her head and kissed Bailey's cheek.
"One a.m.?"
Kacey pressed her body closer and shook her head. "Bailey, you know what I want. Why do I need to say it?"
"Because I want to hear it."" Bailey ran her hands over Kacey's hips.
"Bailey?"
"Yeah?"
"Won't you stay?"
"I don't know," Bailey said slowly as she rubbed the back of Kacey's neck.
Kacey rubbed up against Bailey's chest. She felt her blanket slip off of her breasts. Bailey looked down. Kacey leaned in close and whispered heavily in her ear, "Bailey please, don't go." It gave Bailey goose bumps. "I don't want you to leave me tonight."
Bailey moaned and pulled Kacey tight. Her hands went down over Kacey's buttocks. "Oh...Kace...do you know how long I have wanted to hear those words?" Bailey kissed her fervently and for several moments it was like they had never been apart. Kacey pulled her down onto the couch. Bailey lay on top of her and kissed her lips, moved to her neck and then back to her lips. She felt Bailey's hands move down over her sides. She sucked on Kacey's earlobe.
"God Bay, you used to make me so crazy when you would do this." She sighed; feeling Bailey's teeth tug on her earlobe.
"Yeah? Well what did you think it did to me?" Bailey asked.
"I don't know." She pulled at Bailey's back.
"You don't know?" Bailey asked, sipping at Kacey's lips.
"No...tell me."
"Hmmm...god if I was a guy...I'd have had blue balls." Bailey moved off to one side, pulling her blanket off exposing Kacey's torso.
Kacey felt shy again. She felt Bailey run her hand's over her breasts and down over her soft stomach. "Sometimes I could not get to sleep at all," Bailey whispered. "I'd lay beside you thinking that I would explode or die." She kissed Kacey on the chin and then moved down over her breasts and kissed her stomach. Kacey put her hand in Bailey's hair. Bailey looked up at her. "It got so bad sometimes I would see you in school and I would get so wet. I had to start bringing extra underwear to change into."
"No, really?" Kacey asked, surprised. Bailey nodded. "Gosh, we were dumb."
We just didn't know any better Kacey," Bailey whispered. She bent her head again and sucked on Kacey's nipples, making her sigh and moan in delight.
Kacey ran her fingers through Baileys hair and sighed, "So...soft."
Bailey looked up. "Hmmm?"
"Your hair is so soft. I like it short."
"Do you?"
Kacey nodded. "It's so cute and curly. It was so straight before."
"So was I," Bailey said with a chuckle.
"Not so," Kacey gave her a deviant smile. "You came to my bed every time."
Bailey smiled. "It was those pretty eyes...and that damn pouty mouth of yours," Bailey whispered. She ran a fingertip over Kacey's lower lip. She moved it up over the little mole that graced a spot on the right over Kacey's upper lip. "That beauty mark...I loved kissing it..."
"I remember," Kacey whispered.
Bailey gazed into her eyes. "Those eyes - what they did to me..." Her finger ran over Kacey's cheek. "Those lashes...God, Kace."
"What did they do to you?" Kacey asked innocently.
"I could always feel them. Especially when you came to my games."
"I couldn't help it you looked so hot in that little soccer uniform. And that volleyball uniform...oh my god..." Kacey whispered.
Bailey blushed. "I always just wanted to kiss you in front of everyone," Bailey confessed.
Kacey ran a hand over her shoulder. "Such broad shoulders." She touched Baileys neck. "You made me weak in the knees."
Bailey's eyes widened. "Yeah?"
"And you'd stare at me...I remember before we..."
"Kissed that first time?"
Kacey nodded slowly. "Before then you would look at me so intently I would feel...it felt like you could look into my very soul," Kacey admitted shyly.
"Why do you think that is, Kace?"
"Why what?"
"Why do you think we feel this way around each other?"
"I...don't...know." Kacey looked away.
"I mean...Kacey do you think about other women this way?"
"No," Kacey answered, not thinking about it.
"Just me?"
Kacey still would not look at Bailey. "Well...yeah..." she said almost curtly.
"Well...do you think about guys that way?"
Kacey's brow furrowed. "What way?"
"Do you want them to kiss you?"
"I don't know," Kacey said forcefully, hoping they could get off the subject.
"You used to Kace." Kacey took a deep breath and exhaled heavily. "You used to talk to me all the time about this cute boy or that..."
"Why do we have to talk about this now?" Kacey looked up at the ceiling.
Bailey looked at her for a very long time. She then whispered, "Dunno...I just thought...well never mind." Bailey got up off of the couch.
"Where are you going?" Kacey asked.
"To move my bike," Bailey responded.
"You're coming back up though, right?" Kacey asked
"Yeah...you know for someone who doesn't know, you're awfully afraid I might leave."
Kacey got up off the couch. "Jerk!"
Bailey just stared at Kacey. Kacey gathered the blanket around herself and turned away. She could feel Bailey watching her as she went into her bedroom. Kacey did not know why, but she pulled on a sweat jacket and bottoms. She looked down at her clean laundry and began putting it away. She was sitting on the floor rolling her socks when she felt eyes on her back.
She turned around. "Oh...are you back?" Kacey asked flippantly.
"Yes...I guess." Bailey looked at her with a raised brow. "I thought you wanted me to stay." She said quietly.
"Whatever," Kacey said tossing a hand over her shoulder. Bailey's jaw clenched. Kacey turned back to her clothes.
"Ok Kacey," she heard Bailey say behind her.
Kacey continued until she had put all of her clothes away. When she turned around she knew Bailey was gone. Kacey went through all the rooms of her small apartment, which were empty. Her breath caught in her throat. Kacey went down to the porch and saw that Bailey's bike was gone.
She started to cry. "Why?" she sobbed. She went to the living room and looked at the magazine with Bailey's number on it. She gathered it up to her chest and sobbed loudly. She hadn't wanted Bailey to go, why had she been so childish? She wandered back into the kitchen and saw a note on the pad next to the phone.
Kace,
When you know...give me a call. (315) 555-2003
Love,
Bailey
Kacey touched the paper. She sobbed again and went to her bedroom. She lay on her bed and cried until she fell asleep.
Originally published May 2006 - "Hot Tamales"